Friday, April 12, 2019

Adramelech :: A Vision, by Jude Chi

Adramelech, sun deity


The point of sharing this is the same as it ever is when I divulge more personal visions... to let people know how simple (and also fulfilling) it can be to decipher their own visions, but also to share whatever is revealed from within the vision's content, such as in this one for example, where Adramelech reveals things about himself and Anamelech, and also releases some insight into how this universe works.

The Vision

I was sitting in the tub, getting ready to soak for a bit. I had something on my mind--I'd just opened a new Facebook demonolatry group, and was needing to publish some content there. I had been heavily occupied with writing here on my blog for a while, and consequently had been leaving magick waiting in the wings. It was time to get moving on a new magickal endeavor to have something current to write about and post; hence I was mulling over in my mind what the nature of my next magickal process would be. The lights were dimmed before getting into the tub, as that's required for me to have visions; and in the tub is one of the two most common places my visions happen. Sorry, can't tell the other (I could, but it's kinda weird).

I perceived a name, not audibly, but as an energy transmission; it said "Adramelech." And then there was an apparition. Adramelech showed first as a rose within a six pointed star, and his star stood within a series of undulating energy waves. When the rose dissipated, there were rays emanating from a point in the center of the star. For a while the six pointed star changed to a pentagram.

Adramelech conveyed that as he is the star, Anamelech is the waves. He conveyed that when they are summoned together, they are as one. When required separately they still empower each other, as one cannot be without the other, just as light cannot exist without dark, up cannot exist without down. So if one were to call on Anamelech, they would also call on Adramelech, whether or not he'd be seen, and vice versa. Together they are both male and female, also neither. The rose in the center was a personal message to me, to call my attention to a matter.

He showed me the type of marigold that has both golden and burgundy petals; which gave me the impression that the flower resonates with his and Anamelech's combined energies, and even resembles the star and waves I saw. It was clear that said type of marigold is a suitable offering to them.

The Message Adramelech Had for Me

The rose at the center of his star as he presented, was identical to the one at the center of the Thoth Three of Swords card. He also showed me the Wheel of Fortune and the Four of Wands. The Wheel of Fortune was spinning backwards, and then it turned into the Four of wands; those small flames were getting fanned in the wind. This referred to that an issue which arose earlier that day was heavy on my mind yet, and offered that lingering on the disappointment caused by said issue, adds fuel to the fire. Basically I was being urged to accept that it happened and not fight against the past. "Use it as an opportunity to bring in new change, and go more with the flow!" is the feeling I was left with.

Next he showed me an image that was much like the Thoth Six of Swords... four swords in a saltire cross, then over them another sword coming down from above, one up from below. The top and the bottom ones represent the thought and action required to break through confines. At the same time I got an impression of protection, and also that I'm being guided to learn what is needed to move forth more smoothly.

Then I was shown the Three of Swords once again. By energetic resonance, it conveyed that the universe (or, our Self connected to it) throws disappointment at us in response to us getting stuck in a rut. We perceive such things as the disappointments they are, but they are in fact favors, is the impression I got; as without them we'd often not have motivation to pull sh*t together in a necessary way.

I asked Adramelech if he and Anamelech are in fact separate or as one. He showed a glowing orb in the palm of his hand. He said "much like the Sun and Moon." The orb was in fact both the Sun and the Moon in rotation. But then he also showed, like Earth and Stars, with he as Spirit. So that covers all five points of his pentagram (earth, air, fire, water, and spirit). Given the fact that Adramelech is in fact a solar deity and Anamelech is lunar, the nature of their initial appearance is a bit confusing; yet at the same time they are free to show up in any form they please, and it was a simple way to draw my attention to that both were present as one entity. Perhaps in time more will be discovered on why that specific appearance.

Beyond the visions, Adramelech conveyed to me that he is willing to assist in rectification. It came across that when one focuses on that which is "other than good" for a tad too long, energies collect around them. Those energies manifest that which does not serve the magician. Created by faulty thinking and subsequent action, they after a while meld with the foundation his life is built upon if not adjusted. So when one is surrounded by energies that work against them, to help create a new way forth, Adramelech is the one to call upon. If the magician has brought those who prey upon his weakness or cause it, into his life, Adramelech can assist the magician to create change. If the magician prefers instead to upgrade the energies around themselves and create improvement through protection, he can assist also. He likes to help get a person in their right space, their right comfort zone, and sometimes rules must be broken, as it were, to achieve this. He can give, and he can taketh away, is how it comes across; it depends on how one looks at it.

He signed off by showing me a Unicursal Hexagram. Given I am a Thelemite, I took it to mean he regarded that, and was saying "93s."

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

A Brief Commune with Thoth, About Skyscrapers

Egyptian deity Thoth
Thoth, the Egyptian deity (courtesy of Dreamstime by CC0)

Speaking with a God

by Jude Chi

This very short post, conveys the content of a brief commune between the Egyptian Deity Thoth and myself, which transpired early this morning. Nothing within it seems important to share, but just the same it is my compulsion is to share it. There is no telling what someone may glean from it; we obtain our lessons from the smallest of things sometimes. Perhaps as well, this is to let people know that those such as myself, born and raised with little to no psychic ability, can develop it, no matter how old (it was the earlier part of my middle ages that I began working on awareness). Or maybe it would comfort people to know, that in times of difficulty or confusion, that it's possible to speak to deities, as well as other spirits and entities.

In this post I won't go into what deities are to me, but I will share this--some believe they are symbolic representations and energy embodiments of universal laws and mechanics, others believe they are representations of godsource; or even that collectively, all gods are God. Some believe they are aspects of our higher self, others believe they are egregores; and some see them as more than one of these things. Nonetheless, here's how this particular experience with Thoth went:

Me: Thoth, it has been a while since I've heard from you or seen you. You've been unresponsive, and I've started to feel you've abandoned me; but I am not sure, thus I ask. Are you here? What's going on?

Thoth: Shows me an image, tall skyscrapers all around, as seen through a fisheye lens. He says "I am here, I am building. I am building tall, towering buildings."

Me: What for, who for? Are they for me? for you? for the greater good of mankind? What?

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Thoth: They are buildings.

Me: What is their purpose?

Thoth: At some point you will have built buildings of your own.

Me: What will that achieve?

Thoth: What we have built will be as one. What you have achieved will meet with what I have achieved. So I keep building. (This marks the end of the commune).


It seems obvious to say, but I'll say it anyway--buildings hold things of value; larger buildings, more of the same. Buildings such as he showed, are foundational for projects yielding wealth. His buildings were all significantly different from each other, indicating a variety of rewarding projects. Additionally, and a little on the sinister side, Thoth's message hinted at The Tower, of tarot. Unfortunately, sometimes old structures, old ways of thinking and old ways of doing things, need to be deconstructed in order to make way for new and better. Just the same, it was a real boost to get this message.

This experience, as all of such communes with deities and spirits are, was exciting and revealing. From what was said, it could be deduced that potentially Thoth could help support growth and stability for anyone; but who knows. I hear some say--"but Jude, that's not how egregores work." All I can say in response to that though, is that we truly don't know all of the powers they do and do not have, nor even do we know precisely what they are. Just the same, it's my intent to follow his advice and his lead as a role model, and get to work on building some mighty, tall buildings... if Thoth only serves as inspiration, that's just fine with me.

Monday, March 4, 2019

A Message From Spirit :: Nibiru is Hadit

The godform Hadit

A "Different" Kind of Post; a Peculiar Message From Spirit

by Jude Chi

The underlying message of this piece lies somewhere away from the beaten path; and to be frank, I'm not sure how it will unfold, but I'll give it my best shot.

It was some time during early summer last year, when I received a transmission from spirit. All it said, was that "Nibiru is Hadit." At the time the transmission was received, I'd just concluded reading a description of Hadit, thinking of how much it reminded me of the description and of some images of the planet Nibiru. Now, we both know that Nibiru is not a real thing, in that there is no planet assigned that name at this point in time. However, there is a steadfast legend associated with it--that great havoc will be caused at the time Nibiru crosses paths with our planet; supposedly great damage will occur.

I spent much time asking myself what the underlying message of that transmission from spirit was; it seemed of significant import. I will share the gist of what emerged upon me analyzing the concept.

An artistic impression of Nibiru

What Does it Mean to Say That Hadit is Nibiru? 

When we take into account that in recent times, the state of the world has been, well, hectic to say the least, the Hadit is Nibiru statement seems to apply--please allow me work my way towards illustrating how. There has been corruption in governments on an epic and global scale; and though corruption has been a consistent presence throughout history, now it's being more easily identified. As well we are seeing corruption in interpersonal relationships, due to a corrupt environment being an ideal breeding ground for such. People can no longer trust each other, which seems at least in part due to that social media has become the norm of the day, and people vie for social approval. Whereas in times past the family unit was life's core and that's where loyalty was centered, the centerpoint has changed with attentions lying elsewhere. Im my opinion, this is how the powers that be condition people to be like sheep.

All social media platforms now, promote tolerance--absolute tolerance. What this is leading towards, is creating a climate where we are afraid to speak lest we offend someone--and those around us will stand against us when we speak out because they will have been conditioned to believe that absolute tolerance is right, and will be blind to that absolute tolerance is an obstruction to all. We are being stripped of our strength to effectively use our will. Facebook is a perfect example of what's wrong nowadays; their platform allows certain kinds of materials to be posted, but censors others; they favor certain politicians and will not cater to others, which adversely impacts democracy. Facebook overrides freedom of speech on an ongoing basis, which is wrong no matter how you slice it. As well, many children can no longer trust their parents to take care of them, as the parents were raised on handheld devices and have other concerns above their childrens' welfare therefore. This is generalizing, of course, there are no absolutes.

The Family Unit is Key

Society works best when there are health family units at its core. No matter what, it's the mother and father who are creation, and all else is an illusion. It does not serve humanity to move forth in a world where so much revolves around individuals being immersed into Internet activity on an ongoing basis. The practice of it offers corruption of values and beliefs on an epic scale. We cannot experience growth in any viable way, until the practice dies. Why do powers that be want us nursed on this? Divide and conquer, start while they are young; and begin by deconstructing the most powerful alliances--family ones. When people have no allegiances to each other, they are easily swayed.

Oopsy, I went off on a bit of a tangent; however, it seems clear that as long as the family unit is blocked in thriving, the world will face issues; people will be blocked to growing spiritually and will be blocked to owning the strength of a people standing together. This must be something observed by spirit, as well as the aware amongst us on earth. Yeah, yeah, I am still working towards explaining what is meant by "Nibiru is Hadit"...

Other Global Issues

Another big issue we face, is the goings on at CERN. It's hard to summarize my feelings about their large hadron collider experiments; but them putzing around with the foundation principles and functions of our universe, has me concerned. Fracking is another big problem--big industry is now corrupting integral structures of the earth. As well, the US has built many underground tunnels, and they span from one end of the US to the other. These will have weakening effects on the earth's structure, and also its magnetic field, which provides the earth with protection [however, I acknowledge that it appears the underground tunnels were built in preparation for an epic catastrophe--potentially an apocalypse]. Beyond this there are other grave issues, including slavery still being alive in regions, human trafficking of other kinds, the amassing of nuclear weaponry, and more. And perhaps the icing on the cake, is the Big Brother thing going on. Though change is underway, it seems in ways we are still blocked.

Who is Hadit?

Hadit as a word, means "divine utterance"; but there's more. In the philosophy of Thelema, which relates in ways to Egyptian mythology, there is the goddess Nuit. Nuit is the feminine aspect of creation, she is the passive aspect. Hadit is her complement, and is the active, male principle. Together they are creation, and one without the other cannot create. Until Nuit and Hadit unite, nothing can be achieved, nothing can be manifested. Thus this is a key point in assessing what "Hadit is Nibiru" means. Furthermore, in some contexts Hadit is an aspect of the Egyptian god Horus. When I say "in some contexts," things change throughout Egyptian mythology from one circumstance to another. By the way, outside of Thelemic philosophy, Hadit bears relativity to the Egyptian deity Geb.

We Have Been Forced Into Passivity (and change will come...?)

For so long the world has been going to hell in a handbasket, and we have been rendered passive--have been unable or perhaps in instances unwilling, to do anything to create enough change (by the way, this specific point aligns with another message given me by spirit last year). Could it be that there's an active and male principle, represented in some way by Hadit, whom will (come and) create change in our world? This could be the meaning of the message I received, but I do not know that.

What if, just what if, some planet comes in, as proposed by the recent times myth of planet Nibiru, and causes epic change on planet earth that forces us to do a hard reboot, and start on a brand new page? But this is it; all we can know at this point, is what we are told by spirit.

How Does Marduk Fit in to This?

Aah, yes, I was getting to that. Marduk ties into this topic due to his connection to Nibiru. He was the patron deity of Babylon, whose roots reached back to a time before, to Sumerian mythology. To be clear, Marduk and Babylon rose together in power--Babylon in the physical world, Marduk within mythology. An interesting point, is that a temple dedicated to him (a ziggurat) is believed to have provided the model for the Tower of Babel. Marduk is a god of justice and healing, but also of agriculture and storms. Furthermore he is known as an avenger. Nibiru in Sumerian mythology, was was the name of the seat of the highest god, a turning point (at equinoxes), and was referred to as a celestial reference point. In Annunaki legend, Nibiru is the planet where Marduk and all other Annunaki originated from. Some say his star (Nibiru) is Jupiter, but this is not certain.

Marduk fighting Tiamat
Marduk fighting Tiamat

How Peculiar...

Here's the weird part though. Horus, in ways mirrors Marduk. Horus is the Lord of the Aeon, meaning he is the most powerful god of our times (according to Thelema philosophy). In that sense he is syncretic with Marduk, the all powerful god of his time, and for that matter he's syncretic with Zeus, and Jupiter too. And yet he is Nibiru as well!... because Nibiru is Hadit--who is an aspect of Horus. I point this out because some of you will see this and identify it as a conflict within my ramble; however, Egyptian and Sumerian mythology are dotted with such contrasts.

What kind of conflict? Such people may ask, how could Nibiru/Horus cause Nibiru/Marduk to alter his own path?  Which is a question I cannot answer, but I'll share a thought which comes to mind: given that Marduk, Horus, and Nibiru are all the same, when it all comes right down to bare bones--if a cataclysm comes to pass such as the potential one referred to earlier in this article, it will have been the collective consciousness of mankind that caused it, in other words--not some outside entity or force.

Saturday, March 2, 2019

Nuit's Poem--the Night is Over, She Says

Nuit has a message for us...

The poem, or prose, perhaps, below is an actual transmission this author (Jude Chi) received from spirit. Though I cannot recall the precise date, it'd have been around August, 2018, or perhaps within two months either way of that. It was originally written to my Facebook page, and I saved it to one day share it here. Looking back at its content now seems eerie on a subtle level, because it was delivered as a very specific message, and now it is peculiar to see that it appears it was spoken by both Nuit and "other." It is wonderful of an experience to occasionally receive such transmissions, such treasures, from spirit; a true honor. 

For those unfamiliar with Nuit (also, Nut, Nu, Nuith) in Egyptian/Thelema mythology, she is the deity who symbolically represents the potentiality for all that is--the unlimited nothingness, as it were. That's a whole lot of potentiality, from which everything material and everything non material in our multiverse was born, and always will be. If she were alone, nothing would happen. It is the interactions between her and Hadit, (Had), which cause potentiality to manifest results. Had is the male and active principle, while Nuit is the feminine and passive one; together they are creation.

The poem was delivered in its entirety but for the last three lines. At the time I was very new to Thelema, and felt ill equipt to complete it, but was given the feeling it needed more. I consulted my friend, Mark. The two of us juggled words until it seemed right.

Deus ex Machina, the Night is Over 

by Spirit; and completed by Jude C. and Mark G.

Put your ear to the ground of the universe.
Take time out from goings on from time to time.
Put the cell down and lend an ear.
Sweet songs will be whispered to you.

Alone, even though we are united in many ways as one.
Too passive or pacific.
It's all we can do sometimes.

She says no, just believe, because belief is an energy that incites Had.

We have power, but we feel powerless, we have been disempowered. She says that time will come, because those energies we did not work with, did accumulate. They took on a life of their own, that one day will come and pretty much do the work for us, that we chose not to do.

She doesn't say it in a way as if accusing, but more, this is a lesson, this age is a lesson, for us to know to not let this happen again. Maybe it will though, because some lessons do need repeating. And this has happened many times before.

Why do people let their power be taken away? She asks in her delightfully joyous tone. She smiles as if she knows the question both has an answer, and has none.

Upon conclusion of the conversation (I saw), the sun rose [sic] as Horus.

On the horizon we can see that the long and dark night of sleep has finally ended; Hadit and Nuit have become as one.

The age where the child steps up and takes the place of the parent, The Aeon of Horus, has arrived.

The Crowned and Conquering Child is soon to be where he belongs.

Wednesday, February 20, 2019

The Ace of Swords, RWS and Thoth Tarot Card Meaning

The Ace of Swords, RWSThe Ace of Swords, Thoth
Meanings Upright, Ill-dignified, and Reversed, rx
Rider Waite Smith, and Thoth

Occult Name: The Root of the Powers of Air
Ace of Swords in timing: One week; or the season of summer
Qabalah: The airy aspect of Kether
Reading with Playing Cards: Equivalent to the Ace of Spades
Astrological: Gemini, Libra and Aquarius

The Ace of Swords Meaning (RWS & Thoth)

The Ace of Swords is more complex than most cards, thus a different approach than usual will be taken to explain it (i.e., this post is long). While the Aces are all considered positive omens, this one comes across as less so. It identifies with the other Aces in the way that it possesses the raw essence of its element and suit. Where it differs, is that to get to the positive new beginning that the other Aces express so strongly; sometimes, we may first need to take action to extricate ourselves from a predicament. Sometimes it's simply a matter of making a tweak or two that allows us to to begin on a fresh, new page. This card offers a sense that victory is possible provided that the right steps are taken.

Other times, this card tells us that we have made it through a troublesome circumstance and have come out on top, or that our initial assessment of how to move forth was right on, and we're where we need to be. Its primary messages would be for one to use logic and reasoning, and to know that they have what it takes to win, regardless of that it may not seem possible. As well, sometimes we delude ourselves in denial of the facts before us. This card tells us that when we do, we obfuscate the truth of our respective identity, universe, and spirituality.

The RWS Ace of  Swords

A hand reaches out of a dark cloud within the Ace of Swords. The sword it is holding has a crown, and there is an olive branch and palm foliage hanging from it. The dark grey cloud refers to heaviness of thought, which denotes a matter of difficulty; that the cloud (and the sky) are neutral in hue, references impartiality, or neutrality. The white rays emanating from the hand depict illumination, understanding, purity, and also new beginnings.

The sword is dual edged; one side is just, the other may hack wildly and cruelly out of fear. (The blue refers to intelligence, reason and logic, wisdom, loyalty, and stability. The white refers to intuition, innocence and purity, illumination, light, and sincerity). The sword itself is both a weapon of war and a weapon of peace. Sometimes it takes such a tool to bring peace about; but not in actually using it, as war begets war. It is in the presence of the potentiality for counter or greater issue (threat of war), that sometimes peace is established. Within this concept lies the recommendation of standing one's ground, and contextually speaking, that's to defend their will.

There are Yods floating about, they have fallen from the skies. Yods represent Divine energies and Divine consciousness, and also awareness. In these things exists the potentiality for magick, in the way that magick is consciously creating change that aligns with one's will. They also represent the path of Yod, which connects Chesed to Tiphareth (the path of the Hermit); a significant message in this, is that true justice serves the Unity (everyone). Six is a number of perfection and completion (there are six Yods).

The sword entering the crown, speaks of sexual union, which in turn alludes to the uniting of opposing forces; and the crown itself refers to victory, mastery, and Kether. The olive branch is symbolic of peace, goodwill, friendship, and strength; also crop yields, and in that, abundance. As well the olive branch alludes to a teaching from the Talmud, which goes "Better, let my food be as bitter as an olive from the hands of G-d and not as sweet as honey from the hands of flesh and blood"; this quote references truth. The palm frond refers to victory, peace, longevity and immortality; from this emerges a message that victory is achieved through persistence. We see small hills in the foreground, which denote that through life's ongoing journey there will be issues at times. If we look at them as being mere challenges, we can move beyond them. If not, each one becomes a mountain, that can block us until we learn to see it differently. Astrologically speaking, Gemini, Libra and Aquarius refer to mental acuity, diplomacy and tact, and communication skills.

The Ace of Swords Thoth

The symbolism of the Thoth Ace of Swords, is as rich as that of the RWS; hence here the symbolism will be explained symbol by symbol as well.

The three orbs symbolize: a triangle (strength), a pyramid (spiritual growth); and also the three Qabalistic triads. The Supernal Triad is depicted inverse though; and as it is about creation, this urges one to consider what needs to be deconstructed--which is, naturally, that which serves to stunt rational and harmonious thought and action. The second Triad is reflective of the first, and this and the third triad are represented upright by the three orbs. We are now looking at Chesed, Geburah and Tiphareth. Chesed offsets Geburah's Restrictiveness, while Geburah restricts Chesed's Mercy. Tiphareth balances both, encouraging harmony in subduing fear based, reactional thought. Why is it good that Geburah restricts Mercy? A logical response would be, that Divine energy is Boundless. On this plane man is material and Finite. If the two would come together with Divine energy in pure form, man would be absorbed by that boundlessness and would cease to exist.

Third Triad; Netzach, Hod, Yesod. Netzach and Hod assess what is to be received from Divinity; by whom, how, and in what increments. Together with Yesod, they deliver to Malkuth. While it's easy to see the functions of the first and second Triads, this one is less clear; so imagine--a parent is writing their will, they have two offspring as heirs, but one is an alcoholic. They feel that the one with a dependency may fritter his inheritance away and be left with nothing. They wisely decide to leave that son a small sum compared to the other, and leave instructions for the other son to administer more as required. This provides an idea of how Netzach and Hod work; and Yesod is there to harmonize, as well as to deliver. Yesod is a lower octave of Tiphareth, which is a lower octave of Kether. In this context there is an intellectual flow originating from Kether, passing through each of these three triads.

The sun's rays shine upon water. The water shown is emotion, which in and of itself does not allow for rational thought and action. However, the sun's rays shine strongly upon the water offsetting it; visually speaking, it is a setting for inspired thinking. The scene is surrounded by clouds, which represent problems, fears, and destructive thought being broken through; they are tinged with the indigo of wisdom, which spawns solution. The crescent moons, in that they represent moon phases, allude to time; and they depict the female aspect within creation, which adds another aspect of harmony to this male card. Additionally, they symbolize intuition.

The word "Thelema," states that true justice aligns with will, and as well does not block the will of others. The crown itself refers to Kether. The twenty two rays emanating from it refer to the paths of the Qabalistic Tree, which speak of spiritual growth, and also an ongoing journey resulting in enlightenment. The serpent represents traversing the 22 paths, and in that, infinity; it also represents knowledge, wisdom and mastery.

To summarize the this card succinctly, it could be said that one's thoughts and subsequent actions can align with one's true will, and thus will support them in their endeavors and to grow spiritually, or conversely will counter them and stunt them in various ways.

The Ace of Swords Dignified and Upright

  • Use logic, reason, and analysis, in order to reach success.
  • Discovering the solution to a troublesome issue.
  • Breaking through a blockage in communication.
  • Coming out on top despite obstacles.
  • Discovering the truth. 
  • A thirst for justice.
  • Take action based upon what you know.
  • Prepare to negotiate against those who stand in opposition.
  • The battle begins.
  • Be forthcoming; lay the truth on the table.
  • The querent has been told what seems to be the truth, but there is some left unknown.
  • Recognizing or accepting one's own part in a matter.
  • An altercation within.
  • Freedom to proceed as planned.
  • Creating peace through just action.
  • A new and better phase opens up due to just action.
  • Mastery in administration.
  • Justice in thought.
  • A just assessment, without outside influence.
  • Serves as a reminder, that the faults one sees in others as they judge, mirror their own faults. 
  • Leave outmoded ways of thinking behind.
  • "Getting on the same page," with someone.
  • Acquiring knowledge that will support improvement and change. 
  • Cautions a person to stop and assess what they are doing, as on some level it's not serving them.
  • The trouble lies in lack of knowledge; it's up to the querent to learn more.
  • Put emotions and fears aside, gather needed resources and knowledge, and communicate your case clearly. 
  • Learn to ignore the noise and distraction that others bring into the situation; maintain focus.
  • Gather resources, study, and prepare to communicate well; you'll be facing mental acuity.

The Ace of Swords Ill Dignified and Reversed

  • May refer to stress or anxiety issues.
  • Focusing on the negative side of a matter, or worrying too much.
  • Is suggestive of legal issues, court cases, parking tickets, a need to obtain a lawyer, and so on.
  • An injustice has been transacted.
  • Unfairness.
  • A poorly chosen action.
  • Intellectual inequality.
  • Lies have been presented, or there has been misrepresentation.
  • An opportunity has opened up, but perhaps it's not that wise of a choice; think it out carefully.
  • Completed work was not well aligned with its intended purpose; a replacement may be necessary.
  • Be prepared to play hardball in negotiations.
  • May portend of a loss in a given circumstance.
  • A change for the worse.
  • Ongoing confusion.
  • Disguised animosity.
  • Poor communication.
  • A problematic situation.
  • Impotency.
  • Cruelty.
  • Verbal cruelty.
  • A harsh truth.
  • Feeling the cards are stacked against you.
  • A project, venture, or career choice that lacks challenge or stimulation.
  • Pointing out harsh truths or exposing what lies hidden. This is a caution, as the path of the whistleblower is not an easy one. Make sure it's worth the cost.
  • A poor judgement, either by or against the querent.
  • When judging someone harshly, consider that they may in fact be innocent.
  • One has a preconceived notion of what a situation will be like, but it is a false one.
  • Outside influence affecting an outcome.
  • Refusing to see the truth of a matter.
  • Overthinking, overanalyzing.
  • Acceptance of the truth after a period of denial.

Illustrations from the Rider-Waite Tarot Deck®, known also as the Rider Tarot and the Waite Tarot, reproduced by permission of U.S. Games Systems, Inc., Stamford, CT 06902 USA. Copyright ©1971 by U.S. Games Systems, Inc. Further reproduction prohibited. The Rider-Waite Tarot Deck® is a registered trademark of U.S. Games Systems, Inc.

RWS image is a Wikimedia file from a 1909 deck originally scanned by Holly Voley 

Thoth image copyright (c) US Games Systems Inc.; AGMuller; O.T.O.

Saturday, February 9, 2019

When Your Magick Isn't Good Enough for Others (SJWs Gone Wild)


A post made with the intent to shut down two SJWs run amok...

Subtitled, I don't give a poo what you think, but don't you step on my blue suede shoes...

by Jude Chi

2019 has carried in with it, still active remnants of the social justice warrior (or SJW) mentality. Hopefully it'll all soon dry up and blow away. The SJW phenomenon has put a new spin on the concept of self entitlement, that has become so common within recent times. Said self entitlement fuels a strong sense of self righteousness, and provides certain individuals with a belief that their view of what's right or wrong, is the only view that there is. Normally this author would not care, but for what happened yesterday... we'll get to that soon enough.

I have long been a spirit conjurer, and have delighted to be a true perfectionist as well as an ethical craftsperson in my chosen area of magick (ok, well it is no longer my only focus in magick, but it was my first love). I'm speaking about the art of spirit conjuring and binding. I have done far more than can be shaken a stick at, and feel my input into the art has helped evolve it to a new level; partially because at the time I began there was a message delivered to me by divine transmission--a set of numerous points to be considered when preparing spirit bindings. As it was delivered I was urged to share it with the spirit conjuring community, and I did. There was a message delivered along with those points, that those who would not take heed of them, would be served a demonstration of the error of their ways (from divinity?). Some listened, some did not. That's how it is; not my problem what anyone chooses, I was not appointed overseer or any such thing--nor would I have accepted to be if I'd been asked.

By the way, I work with deities and demons, do spirit and entity bindings, cast spells and do various other ritual works, commune with Goetia spirits, and also perform radionics and psionics magick. I meditate daily both morning and night, and have multiple visions each day... so many visions because I worked hard to achieve psychic awareness; no mean feat indeed. Oh yes, I missed one point, I am a studied occultist. A few months back I began a hiatus on much of my online activity, and fully immersed myself in studying. Okay, that's a basic, synoptic overview of who and where I am in spirit keeping; though it was where I entered magick, I have moved far beyond it. You will soon see why these points defining me in magick, were brought up...

Candle burning
Yesterday in a FB demonolatry group, there were two individuals whom upon reading a comment I'd posted that did not align with either of theirs, tried to rip me a new one; this post is my response. I call them SJWs because they were trying to impose their belief that they were right, onto me; and because the response I provided was not suitable, they were fully intent on defaming me in that public setting. It is because they said things grossly untrue about me, that I respond. The initial post on that thread, was from a fellow who was asking about unbinding a demon from a jewelry item. Most that participated in the discussion held that it could not be done. These two were saying that it should not be done--this because as it was bound to the ring, it was obviously (to them) not a demon. The way they described their beliefs was as follows: a demon cannot be bound to a ring or any inanimate object, because a bonafide demon will not allow it. So if an entity was bound to the ring, it's an evil spirit rather than a demon. I am not sure what the remainder of their thought was, but it seems like it was, do you really want that kind of spirit around you when you release it? or something similar. But I may be wrong on that one point.

Because that's patently untrue (according to my own experience), I piped up; and when I did the two in question verbally attacked me. I could delve into and respond to each accusation made, if I could even remember them all (laughs), but no, there's no point. I will address the one main thing they accused me of. I will state here and now, I have successfully bound all kinds of beings to objects, demons inclusive; but not in the way that comes to mind for many when they read that... this is a delicate operation and liberty and free will must be regarded to be of utmost importance.

First, it was proposed by them that I am not aware enough to be doing such work. I have already provided my credentials, and though I can't prove that--take it or leave it, 'nuff said.

Secondly, it was proposed that given I am not aware that demons cannot be bound, I must be a phony, or as they put it, a scammer.

Thirdly, and this is the icing on the cake that defines them, they said--"even if you do have lots of experience, so does EA Koetting, and he's the biggest scammer of all time," or something very much like it; I am paraphrasing as I no longer can see that page, I removed myself from the group. By the way, sorry, EA, just using the point to illustrate their gross self aggrandizement... attempting to build themselves up by knocking others down. 

Anyway, here's my open-letter response to what the two nay-sayers said:

I have no idea of why anyone would think that another magician's reality would need to align with their own. There is no need for that kind of thinking; it's limiting and restrictive.

Here I am operating as a magician in my own corner of the universe, and if you had not stepped on my toes would not have even likely taken a second glance in your direction, unless you had something to teach me. Why? Because I take responsibility for my own actions. I do not need to make others believe the same. When I countered what you said, it was not to have you believe my ways are more correct; it was rather to let you and others know that YOUR reality is not the only reality, and to provide knowledge that the rite referred to could indeed be performed with success and without regret. When one is truly immersed in magick, they just know that not only is their reality not the sole version, but there in fact IS NO REALITY AT ALL; our entire everything, from our family pet, right out to the greater universe, is nothing but a holographic projection.

Now here, for this thing on why you claim you cannot bind demons because your demons disapprove, and why I can. First, there is no proper response to this, only theories. Given that I can communicate with demons and deities, and given that I have never heard so much as a peep against the work I do from any, here's what I'd naturally assume. (I mentioned this during your attack on me, but you were rebuking): As previously stated, I was given by divine transmission, a list of guidelines, to be considered when preparing binding rituals. What does this mean? It means that IF there is a way to do it, I am definitely one of the magicians who knows the right way.

Yes, there will be and are other magicians as aware as or more aware than myself, who can pick up these divine transmissions and follow them or that inherently know them, were taught appropriate methodology, or who are told by demons themselves the finer points; and they can do bindings correctly too. Demons let me do it because I follow instructions, all of the guidelines revealed to me. I was being provoked into disclosing said guidelines yesterday. But here, I did my part in sharing said info when it was released to me. I had my copy stored on FB and was planning to share it with them, but during recent FB updates, they dumped some old posts--it's gone!  (Update: since posting I found the regulations post; anyone wanting to see it can contact me).

Let's get this right... YOU are magicians. There IS a way to do it. If it does not meld with your reality to do it, then by all means, Don't Do It! That's your reality and you are entitled to that. However, if you want to do the work, you have to go in and meditate to receive the guidelines. If you bother, I can guarantee you, sure as poo, that your demons will let you bind them to whatever the heck you want to bind them too, so long as you ask them first if they agree to the binding and await an affirmative response; and bind using appropriate methodology.

The sole point to this post, is to make it clear that I am master of my universe, and no one will sully my name. Yet also to remind people that, as one of my Facebook friends so succinctly put it, you cannot say that in magick something cannot be done. If you fail, try again, try another way, try five other ways if you must. Sometimes, and the case in point is a perfect example, it may seem like something cannot be done. I mean, one or more demons supposedly said so, the two claimed (naturally that was taken with a grain of salt). But, why did the demon say that? What are you doing to cause that? Why do I get yes and you and perhaps others get no? These are points to be investigated when working magick. Not everything is so absolutely black and white.

And as peculiar as this may seem, I am tired of this, have nothing more to add, and rest my case.

Thursday, January 31, 2019

The Ace of Wands, RWS and Thoth Tarot Card Meaning

The Ace of Wands, RWSThe Ace of Wands, Thoth
Meanings Upright, Ill-dignified, and Reversed, rx
Rider Waite Smith, and Thoth

Occult Name: The Root of the Powers of Fire
Ace of Wands in timing: One day; or the season of spring
Qabalah: The fiery aspect of Kether
Reading with Playing Cards: Equivalent to the Ace of Clubs
Astrological: Aries, Leo, and Sagittarius

The RWS Ace of Wands

In the RWS Ace of Wands image, a hand reaches out from a cloud; it is symbolic of Divine Energy emanating from Kether. Alternatively, some would see it as a gift being offered from Divinity. The second idea is just as correct, but as long as the gift, as like the energy of Kether, is seen as delivering a potentiality; this as the Ace of Wands doesn't refer to that which comes signed, sealed and delivered. The shoots on the wand symbolize the essence of spring, which is filled with the potentiality for growth.

In the background there is a building; it looks like a castle, but furthermore it is a distance away and looks like it needs some work. This is the message of the Ace of Wands; what you want is available, but there is work to be done to get there. Sometimes rather than work, it's change in one's approach or perspective that's required. Each element is represented in some way, to denote that the power exists for the querent to reach their goal, and that the resources they need are available to them. This card's meaning is fully encapsulated within its occult name--The Root of the Powers of Fire; it is a raw energy, that needs to be channeled into a working, and shaped accordingly.

A final word of insight: Each Ace encapsulates all of the other cards of its suit within it. This is exceedingly apparent in this particular card. After being fixed up, the castle will in time again erode, it will need maintenance. In this there is an implication of infinity... the Ace is a starting point, with no actual end in sight. To give credit where credit is due, this brilliant observation was appended by my friend, Adam K.

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The Ace of Wands Thoth

The Thoth Ace of Wands shows a wand bursting with energy; its flames are in the form of Yods, which are symbolic of Kether energies. Also referenced here, is the Qabalistic tree; this as there are ten Yods and they are set like its spheres. The Qabalistic Tree in turn, represents a journey or a process. The bolts in the background symbolize raw energy--strong, vital, and inspirational energy; it motivates and propels. It goes without saying, that this is the ruling energy one can tap into as they work to reach their goal; and as with the RWS card of the same name, where one goes with it depends entirely on how they work with it, as well as their perspective.

There are 18 bolts, the numeral depicts Chai; Chai means life, but furthermore it is a depiction of energy in godform. Chai can be perceived as the nearest emanation of God, to the material plane. Though not directly related to the meaning of the card, in Hebrew tradition people give "gifts of Chai." Gifts are given in multiples of 18 or in the shape of the numeral, at important life events such as bar mitzvahs or weddings. The practice is seen as giving the gift of life, to the people of Israel that they may live on and prosper; this can be interpreted as a blessing, which adds an additional vibe relative to those bolts. The bolts are tinged with green, as green depicts Netzach--which in this context refers to victory, vitality, and following through on one's thought processes; but also infinity, which in the RWS image is portrayed by the castle.

The Ace of Wands Dignified or Upright

  • An opportunity.
  • A new beginning; another chance.
  • One's view of things will color the outcome of a situation; thus positivity in beliefs is integral to success.
  • Proceed with plans, as the potential for success exists.
  • Excitement and eagerness. 
  • There is a solution available to the problem; brainstorm it.
  • The Ace of Wands may refer to the conception or birth of a child (especially male); this can be determined by neighboring cards.
  • One way to deal with current blockages, is to state exactly what's on your mind to others involved.
  • Take note of the fact that there is a hand in this card, as sometimes it can refer to that, or to a nail, as on the finger [RWS]. It can therefore symbolize the grasping of a concept, or anything else that such a grouping of symbols may bring to mind.
  • Creativity, imagination, and application of will, are forces available to help the querent break through blockages. 
  • One has succeeded, in which case this card may be suggesting for them to consider examining new opportunities (to increase the magnitude of their success). 
  • A talent is not currently being used. 
  • Find a way to inject inspiration and fun into your project, for the sake of motivation.  
  • In a current venture, one only has themselves to depend on. 
  • The querent may find it rewarding to break away from their current working environment to embark upon a solo project.
  • There's a goal that you place great value upon; think about pursuing it.
  • Refers to creative projects and talents, that one can use to express themselves. 
  • Sometimes alludes to starting with a basic idea, and allowing it to expand and flourish.
  • Urges one to examine their motives in moving forth with an idea sometimes. Is it really right for them? is it something that they'll be interested in working with long term?
  • Seeing value in oneself and their abilities. 
  • Sexual excitement; lust.
  • A moment of inspiration.

The Ace of Wands Ill Dignified or Reversed

  • If one concept has failed you, move on to try another.
  • An event you were looking forward to will be postponed or cancelled.
  • Delays complicate an issue.
  • A situation that once held promise is now facing collapse and decay.
  • Emotional issues countering the powers of fire.
  • Dealing with a loss of faith in oneself.
  • Lacking optimism.
  • Unclear in direction or strategy.
  • A project fails early in.
  • An existing venture faces termination.
  • Even though things look okay to proceed, the initial takeoff will be of poor quality.
  • The properties of fire exist in too large of a volume to be effectively controlled.
  • Now is not the ideal time to proceed with your venture. 
  • One may be facing blockages now, but the future is unwritten; don't write the project off.
  • Someone who virtually always has sex on their mind. 
  • Impotence, sterility, or infertile land.
  • A female facing consistent issues with men.
  • The querent is urged to rethink their strategy in proceeding with a project. As things stand, there are blockages to them reaching success. Other cards could clarify what kind of blockages.
  • Unwilling to commit.
  • Unmotivated.
  • Blocked by fear.

Illustrations from the Rider-Waite Tarot Deck®, known also as the Rider Tarot and the Waite Tarot, reproduced by permission of U.S. Games Systems, Inc., Stamford, CT 06902 USA. Copyright ©1971 by U.S. Games Systems, Inc. Further reproduction prohibited. The Rider-Waite Tarot Deck® is a registered trademark of U.S. Games Systems, Inc.

RWS image is a Wikimedia file from a 1909 deck originally scanned by Holly Voley

Thoth images copyright (c) US Games Systems Inc.; AGMuller; O.T.O.

The Disks, or Pentacles Suit of Tarot

The Disks, or Pentacles suit of Tarot

Element: Earth
Direction: North
Gender: Female
Speed: Slowest of the suits
Qabalah: Asiyah

The Disks, or Pentacles Suit

The Disks, or Pentacles suit of tarot, concerns all that is relevant to us on the earth plane. Relevant in which way? you might ask. The Disks cards refer to things both material and intangible; but when intangible, we still work with them or refer to them in the mundane world. Furthermore, the Disks cards relate to efforts to gain materially, to reach our goals, and also our efforts to preserve what we have.

In essence, this suit demonstrates the pathway to success, in making clear the connection between our beliefs, and our place and success within a seemingly material world.

When our view of the world is harmonized, we easily gain materially, when it's faulty we tend to face blockages. Our outlook combined with our beliefs determine how we respond to this world, so this is only logical. Fortunately, the cards of the Disks suit help us to see when we need to make adjustments. Additionally, Disks, or Pentacles cards hint at which things will bring us joy, and also things that'll motivate us. This suit at times concerns our attitude toward material possessions, i.e., whether we are generous or stingy with them.

The axiom of the earth element is in maintaining silence. In being silent you are mimicking the ways of the Earth itself; in doing so you keep your powers compacted. When we discuss our passions and ambitions with others we transfer energies that should fuel us, thereby diminishing them. Silence, is therefore our power. As well, silence is a metaphorical analogy for patience, acceptance, and stillness; which could also be described as the way of the Dao.


Dignified, the Disks suit cards may suggest ways to create the life you'd want to live. Ill dignified, of course, there may be something missing that's necessary in order for you to create an ideal path there. As well, dignified Disk cards speak of material gain, effort, kindness and compassion, motivation, that which you treasure, physical beauty, and generosity. Ill dignified they may represent loss, clinginess, stinginess, habits and addictions, laziness, dirtiness, and unappealing ways.

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Sunday, January 27, 2019

The Cups Suit of Tarot

The Cups suit of Tarot

Element: Water
Direction: West
Gender: Female
Speed: Second slowest of the suits
Qabalah: Briyah

The Cups Suit

The cards of the Cups Suit of tarot show us that we have good reason to keep our emotions and feelings in order. One could, for example, be mired in hardship, with no simple solution available by which to extricate themselves. The cards of this suit remind us that meantime they could be managing their reactions, and be attempting to create perhaps better long-term energetic mirroring, and should also work to maintain balance and peace in spite of anything further that may arise. The less wise alternative, of course, would be for them to stew on negative feelings, and even allow their emotional reactions to guide them in making choices and deciding whether to take action or not take action. The bottom line is, that to live life on our terms, to experience stability, harmony, joy and abundance, we need to be in control of our emotional responses to life events. Why?...

Cups is the suit of Water, and it relates to the world of Briyah of Qabalism. It's the world where ideas of what will manifest, begin to take form. Thus without a doubt, if one steeps themselves in negative emotion, that's the fastest way to manifest more events which create further negative emotion.

Imagine life as like a succession of swimming pools, each situation and relationship represented by one of them. You get out of one pool, dry yourself off and move on to another. If you don't dry off well enough and change your clothes, you may ail in some way, or may drag that excess wetness on to your next situation as baggage. Ha - okay, okay, I am not the best at drawing parallelisms, but it gets the idea across anyway...

The cards of this suit refer to such feelings as love, happiness, sadness, forgiveness and so on. In managing emotional responses to events, interpersonal situations and relationships strengthen, and one can more definitively act in their own best interests. One thing about emotions, is that they are highly prone to change and are many a time fleeting. Which leads one to consider if it's even wise to ask the cards, for example, how someone feels about an issue or a person at any given time.

The Cups are ruled by the element of water. The axiom of water is to dare; the suggestion is for you to rein in your emotions and dare to move towards your goal, despite having being wetted by a veritable sea of emotion at times.


Dignified, the Cups refer to positive feelings and emotions, intuitive awareness, creativity and imagination, attraction, emotional stability and centeredness, and being able to act in all areas of life without emotion impacting your choices. Also, choosing to respond to your world in a positive manner, making effective interpersonal connections, and giving and accepting love and affection. Cups may also refer to an event being short term.

Ill dignified, this suit refers to suppressing feelings, emotional imbalance, life and relationship impediments resulting from emotional issues; emotional battle or upset, carrying emotional baggage forth, etc. Cups cards ill dignified may at times refer to imagination getting carried away, someone having a bleak outlook, or a situation being fleeting.

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Saturday, January 26, 2019

The Swords Suit of Tarot

The Swords suit of Tarot

Element: Air
Direction: East
Gender: Male
Speed: Second fastest of the suits
Qabalah: Yetzirah

The Swords Suit of Tarot

Maybe the Swords suit of tarot gets a bad rap... is it really so bad? We know that it's ruled by the element of air, we need air to breathe; so we can safely say that air is a good and positive thing, as to disagree, we may well be dead. Also, new, fresh air moves out old, stale air; this process allows for positive change to occur. Messages from the Swords cards can indeed be positively or negatively aspected, as with the other suits. And with that said... messages from the Swords often relate to matters we find vexing--problems, people who cause us problems, making monumental decisions, and so on.

Many issues in life involve forethought and contemplation, logical planning, making efficient judgment calls, and problem solving. At times we fail to do things right the first time around. When matters come back at us because they require a better class of action than what was taken the first time, they will often find their way into the suit of Swords. Furthermore, when we find ourselves vacillating on a decision, the cards within this suit urge us to consider justly.

Though it is commonly stated that the suit of Wands is the one most closely identified with spirituality, if you contemplate the matter, the Swords cards are strongly spiritual as well, and perhaps to some, more so when it comes to the imagery. Looking at a clear blue sky (air), it seems as if you could reach in and touch Divinity. As well, air being opposite to earth, and earth being all that is mundane, it potentially leads one to think that air therefore, includes the far end of that which is not mundane. By the Qabalah though, Atziluth, spirituality, and fire, are Wands territory. Still, it's no great wonder that some lineages transpose some or all attributes of the suits of Wands and Swords.

The axiom of the element of air is to know. Know that you will use logic, forethought, and sound strategy, and your outcome will be a good one. If you feel less than competent in an endeavor, to know suggests that you have the option to learn, to gather resources, to communicate your needs to others, and so on.


The cards of the Swords suit when dignified, may refer to matters such as: beliefs, thoughts, using logic, allowing for change, orchestrating your life with harmony, effective communication, and using intuition. Also, liberty, justice, fairness, and balance; possessing a viewpoint free of limitation and restriction, cutting through problematic issues; and victory. Ill dignified, Swords cards can refer to cruelty, manipulation, being harshly critical, corruption, stagnant and restrictive thought, shallowness, bragging, avoiding to make a decision or to take action, using intellect to poor ends, injustice, resistance, lying, etc.

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The Wands Suit of Tarot

The Wands Suit of Tarot

Element: Fire
Direction: South
Gender: Male
Speed: Fastest of the suits
Qabalah: Atziluth

The Wands Suit of Tarot

Cards of the Wands Suit of tarot, relay messages concerning all we do in order to better our respective life experience; additionally they refer to the energy, passion, and force, which must be present in order to get things moving and see things through. The Wands cards relate to enterprise, social circles, spirituality and awareness, thoughts regarding necessary change; and all that drives us. They may relate to the spark of a new romantic attraction, the drive to compete, and also to having a vibrant, positive predisposition; conversely when these things are not present they can provide us with awareness in that sense.

When you engage in negotiations to facilitate a better circumstance for you and your family, when you participate in a creative project that feeds an inner passion, and when you act to defend yourself, your efforts fall within this suit. Also, anything to which you apply your will fits in here. More rightly put though, acting on matters that stem from one's True Will, is a fundamental theme of the Wands cards. What is rightfully best for you, not what you have decided on a whim, is how best to describe one's True Will.

The axiom of the element of fire is to use the will effectively. The will and the ego are strongly associated, as illustrated by the statement "I will"; and ideally they should be prepared to accept wisdom emerging from the subconscious mind in order to benefit from its guidance.


When dignified, this suit's cards tell you that you are effectively managing matters of will; i.e. that you are doing what needs to be done in order to keep your world peaceful, harmonious and productive; your self image is in order, and you treat others decently well, and effectively restrain passions from flying you off to Never Never Land. When ill dignified, Wands speak of lack of action, negligence, recklessness, and the destruction that can be caused by letting passion and will (but certainly not True Will), like fire, burn out of control. And one more thing - ill dignified the Wands often portend of delay, or of a need to delay, or to slow things down.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Crowley Myth #5 :: Is Aleister Crowley George W. Bush's Grandpa?

Barbara Bush/Aleister Crowley
Barbara Bush's photo side by Crowley's. People oft chose shots with the two in similar poses etc, to add weight to that Barbara is rumored to be Crowley's daughter. 

Many say that Barbara Bush was Aleister Crowley's biological daughter. But the evidence (or lack of it) is clear to see, and...

No Matter What Anyone Thinks, it Just isn't So

by Jude Chi

It is commonly bandied about, that Barbara Bush is Aleister Crowley's daughter. If that were true, former president George W. Bush, naturally, would be his grandson. But is it true?

Analysis: ❌ This is false.

What can be said about this "myth"? How did it originate? How did it become so popular? Is there any basis to it? Let's look at these things, and see what light we can shed on them. It is my duty through this article to prove that Barbara Bush is not Crowley's daughter--that is, at least as much as it's possible. Though there's no proof or any logical reason to believe that it's true, it's possible that anything could have been written between the lines of documented history.

Where did the idea that George W. Bush is Aleister Crowley's grandson, originate from? The concept was first presented in 2006, through an article published on April Fool's day, no less. The article states that the blog author researched this on some level, and offers that the initial premise the article was founded upon was that Pauline Pierce, Barbara Bush's mother, was friends with Nellie O'Hara, who lived with Frank Harris in Paris at the time this would have unfolded. 

Ultimately, a lot of reading was done on my part, that yielded this: there is no evidence whatsoever, to support that Crowley was Barbara's biological father, and no evidence supporting that Pauline encountered Crowley. Furthemore, if one scouts the Net for research purposes, what they will primarily find on this, are instances where people've quoted pieces of the April Fool's article, not realizing it was one. I came across a seemingly convincing article or two, that ultimately cited no sources of proof whatsoever, or pointed at snippets from books citing no sources of origin. To imagine, to some that constitutes proof.

Question: An imaginary tale thrown out as a prank, is all there is to this? Answer: Nods head. I am afraid so.

Any articles wherein people insist that Crowley is Bush's father, dig deeper into the theory that Crowley actually met Pauline. But to repeat, this cannot be substantiated. The closest we can get to the truth, is what is quoted on this Gizmodo article. Within it, author Tobias Churton, who read Crowley's diary, said "but I had not seen the name of the lady in question in his diary." "Crowley was very well known in artistic circles in Montparnasse and was highly gregarious, so the chances of the lady being charmed by AC, as many other women were, is high; but there is no direct evidence, that I am aware of, that could lend conviction to the hypothesis that the lady’s pregnancy was the result of a passion for AC." Churton added that there were gaps in the diary; however, that too proves naught.

One point that screams to be made here, is that many who write articles on this, are doing it entirely to produce sensationalistic pieces; so factuality is not a prime requisite. It has been said a few times over, that "they have the same eyes." Well let's analyze that one small point. One, it proves nothing. Two, Crowley was heavy into heroin due to his asthma, and one gets a sense from looking at his photos, that the buggy eyes are aligned with that. I am no physician or healthcare worker whatsoever, but looking at Barbara Bush's photo hints to me of Graves. So my mind, which takes on a comedic slant at the best of times, goes--"that AC had issues with drugs that made his eyes prominent in later life, and that Barbara Bush potentially had thyroid issues that made her eyes prominent, is proof that they are related? Phffft!!..."

The Truth:
People, and primarily mainstream religion communities, have long worked to desecrate the memory of Aleister; and naturally this phenomenon is the only fuel such fallacies need to propel them. He may not be regarded as a hero, but he was a high achiever and left the world of occultism and magick with much to consider. Additionally, he left the world of faith with Thelema as a philosophy. AC was a bold and proud man; he'd have been proud to state that Barbara, or any other child for that matter, was his if it was true. Bottom line is, it is nothing more than a superficial notion to say that Crowley was George W. Bush's grandpa.

I issued a query to the prank blog post's author, and his now paraphrased response was: "I've admitted this many times. The article was published on April 1st, and I never thought anyone would take it seriously. Unfortunately, this country is filled with conspiracy-crazed people, who are emotionally wedded to a belief in 'evil bloodlines.' It is sickening.

In part, that April 1st article was intended as a test. I wanted to see if anyone would take the logical first step that any Journalism 101 student should take -- a step which you yourself have taken. In short: I wondered whether anyone would write to the author and ask 'Where did you get this information? Did you make it up?' 

The piece was published in 2006. In the 12 years since then only TWO people have taken that logical first step. You are the second. That fact says something about the state of our culture."  ~ J. Cannon

Though this post may have failed to outrightly prove that Barbara was not Crowley's daughter, it brought to light that the entire premise was based upon a prank, or in other words, an outright lie. To underscore the point--without that prank, this whole theory would never have been born.

And to conclude this piece, a quote from long term OTO icon, Bill Heidrick, who said (in his classy, tongue-in-cheek style) in response to my querying him on this: "As near as I can tell, it's BS, not BB. For that matter, it doesn't make a bit of difference how many people believe it for whatever reason -- advertisements for fad products to the contrary, the more people believe some silly bit, the less likely it is to be true. The world's great religions are a major case in point -- since they all contradict one another (often themselves internally), it is no issue how many people believe they will go to some sort of heaven or hell for picking or not picking an arbitrary nit. 

As to the Crowley-Bush allegation, it's not worth a DNA test on Jerry Springer -- Springer probably wouldn't want it anyway because the subjects in question are no longer available for a food fight. Absence of evidence creates a presumption of doubt, rising to falsity in cases of lascivious political interest; and Crowley was much given to acknowledgement of his offspring. If Crowley had done, he would have said.

I haven't seen anything in the extant Crowley diaries about a Pauline Pierce. In any event, Crowley marked his diaries with particular symbols to indicate various forms of sexual activity, and just meeting someone would not be an indication of anything but a meeting and whatever else was written down. You can't get Crowley from a toilet seat!"

As for me, Jude, the blog author, my concluding thought is this--this piece has presented as close to the entire truth that could be gleaned at this point in time. Yet as has long been the case, people will want to rebuke it, turn their backs on it. Perhaps that's because without having someone to attribute the Devil persona to, this world is too difficult for many to make sense of.

** I have permission from Bill Heidrick to quote him, under the condition I make it known that he will not be available to respond to comments.

Tuesday, January 8, 2019

Lesson 3 :: Deities in Magick, Continued

Egyptian Magick
Egyptian Magick


This article is the continuation of Lesson Three, of the Beginnings in Magick, how to become a magician series. The series begins with its Preamble. Within this particular lesson, in the first half, Adam K. discussed deities commonly worked with in Thelema magick. Provided were overviews of Nuit, Hadit, and Ra-Hoor-Khuit. According to Thelema, RHK is Lord of the New Aeon; furthermore he is an aspect of Horus. We continue now to discuss another aspect of Horus, Hoor-paar-kraat.

The Continuation of Lesson Three

by Adam K.

Hoor-paar-kraat. HPK is Lord of the New Aeon as much as RHK is. Their dynamic is the ideal; they work together and complement each other. Hoor-paar-kraat is passive and is a child god, but is wise in his silence. Together he and Ra-Hoor-Khuit represent "the Crowned and Conquering Child." Thelema is the Logos of the New Aeon. It means "Will," as you likely know by now. However, Will in its ideal state it is tempered by Agape (love) and vice versa. So if we think of RHK as representing Will and the action it takes to achieve that, and HPK as the state we have achieved within our world while acting upon True Will--a state of peace, harmony, and spiritual centeredness and awareness, this gives a far better idea of the dynamic of the two. As well though, HPK represents the passive, patient stance we are resigned to taking at times in order to make headway. Before you conclude that passivity equals weakness, consider the praying mantis, who appears passive as he waits with incalculable patience for the precise moment to strike. There is nothing weak about this creature.

Hoor-paar-kraat symbolically reached out to Ankh-af-na-khonsu (aka Crowley in this latest incarnation) as it was time to usher in the Aeon of Horus. He did this through his Minister, Aiwass, who was sent to release the Word of Thelema. It was Hoor-paar-kraat who chose Crowley, a descendent of the energy stream of Ankh-af-na-khonsu, to be the Prophet of the New Aeon.

Sidenote: It may be confusing to post this matter here, but this is the point in editing where I received a message from Ra-Hoor-Khuit. As a reminder, Hoor-paar-kraat is a silent god, so RHK communicated; as on the page we were discussing Hoor-paar-kraat, the message was from him. As I (i.e. in this case, Jude Chi) began writing my parts of this, I had a vision of RHK juggling orbs of fire, and also saw him throwing a spear. He wanted me to deliver the messages obtained from seeing this. His juggling orbs of fire shows him predicting change will come, that those who now hold the power and manage us, in time will be managed by us. His throwing of the spear shows that he in time will assist us in reclaiming the power we need to move forth effectively.

As well, RHK conveyed telepathically that a major component of his presence as Lord of the New Aeon is to show us that a large part of our power is in acting from a perspective of personal authenticity, and holding no factor back, be this personality “defects,” shame of any one thing about oneself, the way one speaks, one's looks, one's faults, and more. The feeling I get is that we have been conditioned in society to see things backwards, i.e., that those who choose to be victims really suffer. His message is that they do not. In our own world, in this hologram of an existence, we live, they do not. We have nothing to do with those who suffer.

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Ankh-af-na-khonsu is also mentioned in Liber AL; he was an Egyptian priest, who is depicted on the Stele of Revealing. He is on the right side of the Stele, standing across from Ra-Hoor-Khuit.

Though Ankh-af-na-khonsu (there are multiple spelling variations) was a real person, there were a number of individuals by the exact same name, and several with a father by the name of Besnamaut. The one most likely to be regarded by Thelema, is Ankh-af-na-khonsu V. "Likely," because just as in Egyptian mythology, in historical and genealogical records the facts presented are not the same in each instance. However, given this it appears that he was the son of Besnamaut IV, and Tabetjet.

Ankh-af-na-khonsu V was a Priest and Prophet of the Egyptian god Montu, and also the Prophet of Ra-Hoor-Khuit. He lived in Thebes, around 725 BCE. Thelemites will know his handiwork upon mention, as he created the Stele of Revealing; the stele served as a funerary commemoration of his own death. It was not a mere memorial tribute, but also served to ensure that his identity was known, and secure him a safe path into a comfortable afterlife.

An Anhk

Ankh-af-na-khonsu's father came from a glorious ancestral lineage. Within it was Ankh-af-na-khonsu I, Prophet of Montu (twenty second dynasty). Since his time all descendants up to and including Ankh-af-na-khonsu V, belonged to the same priesthood. From his paternal ancestry he also descended from Bak-an-khonsu I, who was a High Priest during the rule of Usermaatre Setepenre Ramses II (aka Ramses the Great). His mother, Tabetjet's heritage was worthy as well. Tabetjet was mistress of the house of Amun-Ra, and was a systrum playing musician. One of her ancestral predecessors was Usermaatre Setepenamun Osorkon II (aka King Osorkon II); 22nd Dynasty. She was cousin to Montuemhat, the Fourth Prophet of Amun; additionally her lineage contained multiple priests and priestesses of Amun-Ra.

This information is of import, as Crowley believed himself to be a reincarnation of Ankh-af-na-khonsu (and thus he initiated the Aeon of Horus in much the same way he initiated the Aeon of Osiris in a previous incarnation). Hence, it is his history. A.C. used his own preferred spelling of the name, Ankh-f-n-khonsu, to sign the comment to The Book of the Law. The name apparently has multiple meanings or multiple potential meanings, including: he who lives as Khonsu, he who lives in Khonsu, he who is from Khonsu, he who lives for Khonsu, and he who is the truth that has crossed over. On a lighter note, the name could even mean "he who gets around," or "he who takes lots of vacations."

If this is confusing, don't worry. It can be confusing to Thelemites who have been studying it for years. And honestly, each of these deities should have a chapter or book unto themselves to fully explain them. But here they are summarized as concisely as possible. 

Liber AL speaks of two entities, known as the Beast & Scarlet Woman. They are also known, respectively, as Therion and Babalon. Many equate Therion with Aleister Crowley, and this is reasonable given that he was in fact known as To Mega Therion, Greek for The Great Beast. But the concept of Therion extends beyond just the man Crowley into further territory. In fact, Therion and Babalon are a dynamic that fits on the Qabalistic Tree of Life (a subject we will be delving into in greater detail in further articles) as representations of Chokmah and Binah--also terms that will be covered when we discuss the Qabalah later on. Where Therion is The Beast, Babalon is The Great Whore. You may recall the characters from The Book of Revelation, the last book of the New Testament. Interpreted by modern Christians, these characters are seen as villains. A more in-depth study, however, shows they were more heroic than previously considered. You are encouraged to take your own in-depth look at these characters, in fact.

Babalon represents Binah and the female energies of creation, in the context of her being the complement to the Great Beast who is Chokmah and male. Together they symbolize creation as a whole (along with Kether). There is no Babalon without the Great Beast, there is no Great Beast without Babalon. And the mage and his/her scarlet woman (who can be a man, believe it or not) are physical representations of these beings. They actually become them.

Next, we have Aiwass, the minister of Hoor-paar-kraat. Aiwass is the otherworldly being, or angel, if you will, who dictated Liber AL vel Legis to Crowley, meeting his awareness through his wife Rose. He could be described as a messenger of the gods, like Mercury, Hermes, or any of the various angels mentioned in the Bible; in this way he qualifies as a deity. Additionally, Aiwass was Crowley’s HGA, or Holy Guardian Angel. (A Holy Guardian Angel’s role is to guide a Thelemite to cross the Abyss, at the time they become ready for that to happen.) Aiwass’s primary importance within Thelema, is in line with the power of the message he delivered, and in that he represented HPK in delivering it.

Then we have Pan. Not particularly mentioned in Liber AL, most people nonetheless have some idea who he is. He is the god who is portrayed with the hind legs and horns of a goat, like a satyr, or like the image Christianity stole to portray their god of evil, Satan. Pan is a highly sexual and virile being traditionally, and his name suggests he was a far more important god than most today would think; but his history is murky. It seems that Crowley identified strongly with Pan.

The name "Pan" alludes to "all," to shepherding, and also to pasturing; pasturing alluding to taking time out from daily commitments to engage in joyous pastimes or to rest. Pan's mother was Penelope, and she was said to have been impregnated during an orgy. The nature of his conception, and the fact that he is half animal, would explain his animalistic attitude towards sex. It’s no great wonder that he was often depicted with an erection. He is not a god of loving or romantic sex so much as he is of lustful and emergent sex. He is also regarded as being relative to the various arts, including poetry; these things are of great magical importance, which may explain Uncle Al's affinity for Pan. Frenetic sexual energy and an artistic approach to all things, certainly has its place in magick.

One legend has it that Pan's death coincided with the death of Jesus of Nazareth, which may bear some relativity as to why Pan was significant to Crowley & Thelema--in a way he is symbolic of the death of the old Aeon and its Christianity.

Pan is often seen as a loud god, and loudness is simply a higher octave of violence as a power. However, this is not to say that Pan is a violent god; loudness is but one of his aspects. Though violence is not necessary in magick, at times one might use it as a means of defense, to avoid being attacked themselves. Another of Pan's powers is to cause panic in his enemies, which is said to have led to groups fighting within themselves.


We will discuss other matters relative to working with deities and daemons in future chapters of this lesson series. Given that you’ve been shown the basic nature of this set of Thelemic deities, finding your own analogous deities or beings to work with should become far simpler. During meditations, spells, rites and workings, cleansings, chargings, and more, these deities can be a boon, or may simply provide peace of mind. To those who work alone but would like at least some form of companionship in their workings, the feeling of familiarity and companionship to be found when working with these entities is quite comparable to working with other human beings.

Note From the Editor

Adam asked for a suggestion on how to close the piece; I asked if I may close it, so he handed over the reins for me to write this bit. Thus we shift into discussing triumvirates in magick. Most of us have heard about triumvirates; the first thing that comes to mind for me is the Roman Triumvirate of Caesar, Crassus, and Pompey. What happened there is that due to complications of circumstance, one man could not maintain strong enough authority. But with the alliances and intellect of the three working together, their efforts created a successful political solution.

How can a triumvirate apply to magick, especially when working with deities, daemons, and so on? It's rather simple, really. Instead of calling one entity forth, call forth three. You can even just call two, and have yourself be the third party. It's that simple. How? That's the easy part, as all magick is as you determine it to be. You decide as you become aware enough to make such choices. In working with triumvirates in magick, there is only one relevant principle, and that is the power of three as it applies to magickal works. Some of you may be saying this reminds you of something, that you have heard of triumvirate bindings making spirits more easily perceptible when communicating with them (outside of actual magickal works, i.e., in spirit keeping). Is this the same thing? In my own experience, yes it is. If you work with one spirit and can barely perceive it, would like to perceive it more strongly, or would like to enhance its powers--do a triumvirate binding and connect it, either to two other spirits that you intend to commune with, or to yourself and one other spirit as the third party. Side note: it is not necessary for a triumvirate to be bound to the magician. This is a matter of preference.

At the risk of complicating the matter, you can even have a triumvirate that involves four people, but is still a triumvirate of three. Let me quickly explain. When the magician is the fourth person, but the triumvirate (as always) is of three, said triumvirate can be bound to the magician and remain a triumvirate. As previously mentioned, it is also a triumvirate if two spirits are bound to the magician, but in this sense the magician is part of the triumvirate. There is another possible dynamic, two magicians can be bound to one spirit, and this is valid as a triumvirate formation. For the record, binding one triumvirate to another adds far greater power, and each time the amount of triumvirates in said network hits a multiple of three, the network and all within it is exponentially stronger.

A word of caution: be respectful when determining which entities work with which ones; be sure to avoid conflict. Consult them for the best result. Long term bindings should never be done without the spirit or entities' express permission for that to happen. In fact, no magician without the awareness to consult spirits on how they'd like their bindings to be set up should be doing them. To remind oneself of the important details of bindings, written records should always be kept. When adding triumvirates to a network, it is best to create a hierarchical diagram.

There you go, Adam. It's all yours.

(At this point, Adam returns to close out the chapter)

To keep everyone informed, the next chapter in this series will be dealing with more concepts in yoga. Particularly, we will be discussing Pranayama and Mantra Yoga. Further down the road a bit we will be returning to the subject of spiritual and divine entities when we discuss invocation, so don’t think that this subject is completely finished. I have more for you, don’t worry.

I would also like to thank Jude for her time and participation in the writing of this particular chapter. This one was a piece of work, to be sure! So thanks, Jude!

Till next time, 93s!

References used for this lesson
One source material was discovered at LAShTAL, and is supported here (The Eye) and here (Sekhet Bast Ra Oasis) in PDF format.
Rodney Orpheus's book, Abrahadabra. (Amazon affiliate advertising link inserted)

Other Articles in This Series
The Preamble
Part One, Elementary Level Knowledge
Part Two, Rituals
Part Three, The Gods of Thelema
Part Three, The Gods of Thelema Continued (this page)

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